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You don't see me...

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You don't see me... By: Shadowsbeloved


I wish the one person I love would tell me they love me too... She is the light of my world I stand beside her nearly everyday.... My heart feels like its going to jump out of my chest the minute she brush my hand. Even if its just an accident...


(Threw me, you the obvious. And you flew with it on your back. A name in your recollection, down among a million same... Difficult not to feel a little bit...Disappointed and passed over. When I look right through, see you naked but oblivious... And you don't see me...)


When you speak, its as if you're an angel singing so sweetly in my ear. I'd die just to be yours. I would do whatever you asked of me if I could only hold you close to me. I would catch you before you fell for the wrong guy. I would give up everything to just be yours alone...


(But I threw you the obvious. Just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy... Here I am expecting just a little bit, too much from the wounded... But I see, see through it all. See through, see you...)


I know you better then anyone else... I know every time you've been hurt! I know all the things you hate and love! You call me when he hurts you! You only hug me when I offer advice, or comfort you... Yet how can you be so oblivious to my feelings...? How? I'm just begging you to see me...


('Cause I threw you the obvious! To see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy!... Oh well, oh well... Apparently nothing... Apparently nothing at all... You don't! You don't! You don't see me! You don't! You don't! You don't see me! You don't! You don't! You don't see me! You don't! You don't! You don't see me! You don't! See me! You don't!)


So until the day you can see me... Until the day you can accept me... I'll wait. I'll wait for you, because I know... You're the only person in this world that I could love with all my heart... To love you with my whole mind... To be with until the end of time.


(You don't... You don't... See me at all...)
Everything in bold lettering is the song, "3 libras." By A Perfect Circle.

Well. So I decided to add to my gallery with something I wrote earlier this year... This is about one of my dearest friends, she's kinda... Well oblivious lol. I've liked her for about 2 years, but unfortunately... The feels aren't mutual.

Since I don't hide my sexual orientation, everyone who hangs out with me knows I am bi. But as a safety precaution, if I know someone is straight I tend to not hit on them. I wouldn't appreciate it if I were straight so I try to take in consideration of their feelings... But its so hard when you crush on someone.. But I know there's no reason to make everything uncomfortable.

I just hate not being able to spit out the words. This is something I can never say to her. Ever.

© The lyrics in bold lettering belong to A Perfect Circle! I do not own them!

© I own everything else (I mean after all they're my thoughts after all. Please don't take them :icondonotuseplz::iconmyartplz:
© 2011 - 2024 Shadowsbeloved
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